Losing to Normalcy

She left because I couldn’t tell her why
My disposition changed from time to time
I’m sure she thinks it’s all some fucking lie
And normalcy’s an easy hill to climb
I hate to watch her go; I wish she’d stay
And help me climb this easy little hill
But now I have to watch her walk away
I want her to come back; she never will
Who even thinks it matters if I fall?
To trip on normalcy’s a fucking joke
Come watch this clown, come laugh, come one, come all!
Insanity’s a cry I might invoke
I don’t know why I’ve changed into this clown
But normalcy is up and I am down.